Trapped in my own shame.

No where to turn,

    no one to hear.

Broken into pieces.

Each one a horrible reminder of

    my sin and pain.

Lost in selfishness, desire, and fear.

I deserve nothing...

Hold me till the pain goes away. Hold me while I cry and scream. Hold on because I can't. Hold on because I won't. And when I awake, I understand you must go.

i love dorks xx (12:46:48 AM): ur cracken up rite now
i love dorks xx (12:46:49 AM): i know it
i love dorks xx (12:46:54 AM): dont lie to me nicole

u know me soooo well!! haha

wrtrgrl89 (1:08:41 AM): ew tiana lol
i love dorks xx (1:08:51 AM): why am i being ewed??
wrtrgrl89 (1:08:55 AM): haha nvm
i love dorks xx (1:08:56 AM): NOOOO i didnt mean it like that!!!!!

is being numb to any feelings whatsoever a good thing or a bad thing?

Colin + George = OVER!!! who won the bet???  KAREN!!!

"The pain can't be relieved through tears until someone understands why they are shed..."

Who have I become?

"When you bow down before the Lord and admit your dependence on him, he will lift you up and give you honor. " James 4:10